Locked

It's 22:46 and I am alone in home
everybody is out, my sister and boyfriend are out to the city and my parents are celebrating Queensday, so now I'm alone, it's so quiet, no sound of cars or people outside, no sound of people in the house, just nothing, not even a slight breeze of air through the leafs of the trees in front of the house
I'm thinking in the times we were talking at this time of day, asking about each others day and asking how each others dinners were and asking what we were going to do the next day
I'm locked in the house, my heart is locked again and the key is thrown away into the the sea of my tears, my heart belongs to nobody anymore
all alone in a big house, with all the lights turned down you I always get the feeling like someone else is in the house too that wants to hurt me like a burglar but I like the pain it gives because it's less than what I feel in my heart daily, the pain of being alone again, the pain of reality
I sleep very bad the last weeks, mainly because of the thinking in death and how your future will look, I wish you the very best but just don't have the best anymore but is cocky of me to say, sorry
I'm locked in my cage, my heart and my mind, it's very hard for me, hell it's even more difficult than being sick
If it is my destiny to be alone, than it is the way it is, it is inevitable
so to all people that read this, don't end up like me: smile, spread happiness and give love to all people that are close to you

M

When You're Feeling Down

when you're feeling down and nothing makes you happy just listen to this song:

When you're smilin'
When you're smilin'
The whole world smiles with you.
And when you're laughin'
When you're laughin'
The sun comes shinin' through.
When you're cryin',
You bring on the rain,
So, stop you're sighin',
Won't you be happy again!
When you're smiling,
Keep on smilin'
And the whole world smiles with you :)

Al Hibbler - Count Every Star

Count every star in the midnight sky
Count every rose, every firefly
For that's how many times I miss you
Heaven knows I miss you


Count every leaf on a willow tree
Count every wave on a stormy sea
Count every star and darling when you do
You'll know the times I have cried for you


Count every leaf on a willow tree
Count every wave on a stormy sea
Count every star and darling when you do
You'll know the times I have cried for you

I Miss You, but it's too late

I miss you and I miss all we've been together, I miss all the times we could talk and have fun, smile with little jokes and telling new stories, I miss it all
I hope you enjoyed every poem, every time I made a joke, every time I said you are the one, my true love or my everything and I hope you felt beautiful every time I said you were
I have a lot of time to think since I'm alone and I walk a lot outside in the forest and I remember that I am no more the same person, I could not keep the girl of my dreams, because I'm too far away and I need live with the fact that you will never be mine or that I will even see you, I think you don't want to see me in the future when you have a new person in your life, I just hope the time we were together was a wonderful time for you and that you will look out because not everybody is like me, well nobody is like me
I prefer be sad and die alone than have someone that isn't my true love
I will get better, doctor said I have the "stress" to survive, but I don't really care, I preferred die happy than be this way
You will make someone very happy in the future, so it's too late for us and what we had, do with my heart what you please, I will keep your and love it as I did
I will remember you all my life and when I look in the sky I know you're looking at the same, it is the only way we can be together
But still it isn't what I wanted :'(

M

Release

In 2 weeks (estimated) will be the presentation of my Love song, the song will be called "Your Love Song by Me" (not a very good title, I know) written and sang by Max
I will post a recording of the song on my blog a few days later (if I have the opportunity)
The Mp3 is just for 1 person besides me, because it's made for her
Don't hesitate to leave a comment after seeing the video, if you think it's good if it sucks or you just think it's sweet, leave a comment and make or break the song

M

The World Will Know How Much I Love You

You are a person where everybody should dream of, a person everybody should want as a sister, colleague, friend or girlfriend
You bring so much good to me and people around you, you give strength when they need it, you give a pep-up speech to people that don't see good things happen anymore
You're a friend you can tell everything to, can have fun with and have good moments
You were a girlfriend I wanted to kiss every time I could, sleep with every night, hold you tight always, make love at the right times, going on travels with you and grow old with you but you just are a girl I loved to love
You're a person that gave me special feelings like nobody never can do again, that I trusted with all my secrets and me, you are that special someone everyone searches for in their lives
You're sweet, kind, classy, pretty, beautiful, funny, romantic, crazy, smart, wonderful and you were all mine
You're a wonderful person to be with night and day, 24/7, 365 days a year, I envy the person that will have you in the future
Every time I told you something sweet I really meant it and I hope you know it and you know that everybody can say the same things as I did, no believe them as long as you don't feel something in your heart
I just wanted the world to know how much I love you, I could tell you that if I could change the alphabet I would put U and I together, but I never said those things, I hope I did enough effort for you with writing those poems and I hope you liked them all
The most beautiful about you is not the fact that I could kiss you if I was able to, but the most beautiful was that you let me love you and that you loved me
Now the world knows how special you are
But one thing...
You are the world to me...

Now you know how much I loved you

M

Poem #5

I fell in love with you

It was like a dream come true


You chased away my pain & sadness
And replaced it with joy & happiness


I want you to know my love is true
I will forever and always cherish you


We've shared many first times
And we'll have many more to come


Everytime I look into your eyes

I see a love that never ends


They shine like the stars in the moonlit sky
Shine on me so beautiful and so bright


They're like beams of light
That light up my dark and lonely night


I love everything you say and do
Because who I love... is you


I just want you to know I love you
And nobody will ever love you like I do


I don't care what people say
Because I love you anyway


M

Your Mail

I opened my Hotmail a few minutes ago, behind all the crappy advertisement mails and the ordinary ones i saw a special one, a mail from you
I was afraid you would write me that you no more wanted to talk with me, that couldn't take the pain anymore and that you would go away forever but luckily it wasn't that bad
You wrote me that you were sorry for all the pain , for the bad things and for everything you did wrong in your eyes, but that isn't true
We can't help it that life is this bad on us now, that it wants to take away all happy things, that it makes us sick and is making us mad and crazy, questions like ''why now, why me and why us'' will never be answered
It was sweet you wish that I get better and that I don't deserve this but sometimes I guess it maybe is supposed to be this way to come out of all the bad more strong and that you can appreciate the good things again, that the most simple thing like a baby laughing makes you happy again on the inside, but I know that I will never forget this period in my life and that it will make me a new person, a more wise person
It is bad to inform you that not everything is going so well with me but I still hope for a better future for me and especially for you, because you are all I want in this life

I miss the contact with you, I miss you more than you know...


M

Believing

Praying, it’s something I’ve never done till today, I went to a church and I was praying for better times and praying for happiness for all people in the world knowing it will never happen

Why should I pray for something that will never happen, would it just be for the good intentions of me or just for a little extra support to get better
why is there so much violence, why is there so much pain, why can’t people let other people live the life they want to live without killing them, discriminating them or throw them into jail just because they are different, if there was a god, why would he/she/it let it happen, what faith lies beneath it?

I want to believe in the good in men but all you see is the bad things, just turn on the TV and watch the news, it’s always ‘’man got killed here’’ and ‘’girl got raped there’’ and when you look to foreign new it’s not any different ‘’afghan pilot kills 9 Americans’’ why, why, why??

So please god, I prayed for getting better again, but if that doesn’t happen, please make some other people better, let them live their life in happiness and good health, protect them from all that is bad and just give them a good life

And when I’m not here I hope you will show the light to people that it is wrong to harm other people, that it is wrong to think that when you have a lot of money it is good to get people killed or assault people because they have things you don’t have, just spread love and happiness across the world and let differences be appreciated and diversity be embraced

Just make people see that they aren’t living to die and then can go to a heaven or hell, why not make the earth a heaven of its own, sharing things we have, why is money more important than HIV vaccines in Africa, why is getting obese in America and Europe getting normal while people in Africa are dying of hunger, just make life good for everybody and everything, let everybody live a life that is wonderful to live…

‘’Improving the world begins with yourself’’

M

Dreams

Dreaming of being good again and being with you in the future, that are the only things i want to dream about, just is bad my mind is seeing it differently, just making me see pain of life, pain of me and of other people..

I lived my dream for a while, for just over a year I actually lived a dream, not knowing if you’re sleeping or not because it was so beautiful, I enjoyed every second of it, I loved every moment of we being able to be together

Maybe not physical but still I received every message you wanted to send me, from telling that you loved me or just a little joke and I hope it are the things I will see again in the future

I want to dream again about all the good things in life you have shown me, what it is to be loved so much that you can feel it all the time, that your heart actually can melt from far away, that you can feel your heart really warm and knowing always that there is someone that will be there for you always, that you can trust someone with your life and all your secrets and not needing to worry that you will tell them to someone else or make fun of it, that makes you smile every time he says a word, that he makes you feel beautiful just by saying that you have beautiful eyes and a pretty smile..

I want to be happy in my life again and smile like I used to do when I was with you, but I know it isn’t possible in a short time, I first need sort out my life and need to face my problems before I can dream again of a good life

Without you my life is cold and empty …

M

Nelly - Just a Dream

Uh, uh, uh, hee


I was thinking about her
Thinking about me
Thinkin' about us (us)
What we gonna be
Open my eyes, (yeah)
And it was only just a dream
So I travel back (uh)
Down that road (road)
Will she come back (uh)
No one knows
Then I realize (yeah)
It was only just a dream


I was at the top and now its like im in the basement
Number one spot, now shes finding a replacement
I swear now I can't take it
Knowing somebody got my baby


Now you aint around, baby I can't think
I shoulda put it down, shoulda got that ring
'Cause I can still feel it in the air
See her pretty face, run my fingers through her hair


My lover, my life
My shawty, my wife
She left me, I'm tight
'Cause I knew that it just ain't right


I was thinking about her
Thinking about me
Thinkin' about us (us)
What we gonna be
Open my eyes, (yeah)
And it was only just a dream
So I travel back (uh)
Down that road (road)
Will she come back (uh)
No one knows
Then I realize (yeah)
It was only just a dream


And I be ridin
And I swear I see your face at every turn
I try to get my usher on but I can't let it burn
And I just hope that she notice she the only one I yearn for
No more sooner will I learn
Didn't give her all my love
I guess now I got my payback
Now I'm in the club thinking all about my baby
Hey, she was so easy to love
But wait, I guess that love wasn't enough
I'm going through it everytime that I'm alone
Now I'm wishing she would just pick up the phone
But she made a decision that she wanted to move on
'Cause I was wrong


I was thinking about her
Thinking about me
Thinkin' about us (us)
What we gonna be
Open my eyes, (yeah)
And it was only just a dream
So I travel back (uh)
Down that road (road)
Will she come back (uh)
No one knows
Then I realize (yeah)
It was only just a dream


If you every loved somebody put your hands up
If you every loved somebody put your hands up
Now they're gone and you wish you could give them everything


So If you every loved somebody put your hands up
If you every loved somebody put your hands up
Now they're gone and you wish you could give them everything


I was thinking about her
Thinking about me
Thinkin' about us (us)
What we gonna be
Open my eyes, (yeah)
And it was only just a dream
So I travel back (uh)
Down that road (road)
Will she come back (uh)
No one knows
Then I realize (yeah)
It was only just a dream


I was thinking about her
Thinking about me
Thinkin' about us (us)
What we gonna be
Open my eyes, (yeah)
And it was only just a dream
So I travel back (uh)
Down that road (road)
Will she come back (uh)
No one knows
Then I realize (yeah)
It was only just a dream

Wondering

It just passed 23:35 and I lay here awake in my bed and
I wonder what you are doing now..
Are you sleeping, are you eating, are you playing a game or maybe you're reading..?
Maybe you're in your room, maybe you're outside or you're with friends, I don't know
I hope you're thinking in me like I think in you, thinking in the times we were together so late at night and we talked till next morning about all things we liked but mainly about each other
Saying so many times how much we wanted to be together and imagined and dreamed many stories together and sharing our thoughts on all kind of subjects
We could talk all night and day for hours and hours and I loved every moment of it
But now I don't know anymore what you are doing but there are so many things
Maybe you're learning for new tests or you're make preparations to go to bed
I just hope you are good, but as long as I don't know what you're doing...

I wonder

M

Poem #4

Remember


Remember my smile

Remember my eyes

Remember my laugh

Remember my voice

Remember my bad grammer

Remember my random thoughts

Remember my love of music

Remember my addiction to art

Remember my love for you

Forget whatever it was that made you leave


Please

Remember me



M

Richard Marx - Right Here Waiting

Oceans apart day after day

And I slowly go insane
I hear your voice on the line
But it doesn't stop the pain


If I see you next to never
How can we say forever


Wherever you go, whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you


Whatever it takes or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you


I took for granted all the times
That I thought would last somehow
I hear the laughter, I taste the tears
But I can't get near you now


Oh can't you see it baby
You've got me goin crazy


Wherever you go, whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you


I wonder how we can survive this romance
But in the end if I'm with you I'll take the chance


Oh can't you see it baby
You've got me goin crazy


Wherever you go, whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

You're The Only One

Roxette - It Must Have Been Love

Lay a whisper on my pillow


Leave the winter on the ground
I wake up lonely, is there a silence
In the bedroom and all around


Touch me now, I close my eyes

And dream away...


It must have been love, but it's over now
It must have been good, but I lost it somehow
It must have been love, but it's over now
From the moment we touched till the time had run out


Make believing we're together
That I'm sheltered by your heart
But in and outside I turn to water
Like a teardrop in your palm


And it's a hard winter's day

I dream away...


It must have been love, but it's over now
It was all that I wanted, now I'm living without
It must have been love, but it's over now
It's where the water flows, it's where the wind blows


It must have been love, but it's over now
It must have been good, but I lost it somehow
It must have been love, but it's over now
From the moment we touched till the time had run out
 

*Performed by Maria Mena*

DHT - Listen To Your Heart

I know there's something in the wake of your smile
I get a notion from the look in your eyes, yeah
you've built a love but that love falls apart
your little piece of heaven turns too dark


listen to your heart
when he's calling for you
listen to your heart
there's nothing else you can do
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye


sometimes you wonder if this fight is worthwhile
the precious moments are all lost in the tide, yeah
they're swept away and nothing is what is seems
the feeling of belonging to your dreams


listen to your heart
when he's calling for you
listen to your heart
there's nothing else you can do
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye


and there are voices
that want to be heard
so much to mention
but you can't find the words
the scent of magic
the beauty that's been
when love was wilder than the wind


listen to your heart
when he's calling for you
listen to your heart
there's nothing else you can do
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye


Listen to your heart....mm..mmm


I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye

Poem #3

I carry your heart with me, I carry it in my heart
I am never without it,anywhere I go you go, my dear, and whatever is done
by only me is your wellbeing my love
I fear no fate for you are my fate, my sweet love
I want no world for beautiful, you are my world, my true love
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows, here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life, which grows higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

I carry your heart, I carry it in my heart, because it's just mine

M

Living

Dream as if you'll live forever, live as if you'll die today.”

M

Poem #2

Lonely I, lonely love you,
Lonely I, surrounded by nothing,
Lonely I, pieced and waiting,
Lonely I, cursed without you.

Lonely I, sit and think,
Lonely I, was before I met you,
Lonely I, hopeless still love you,
Lonely I, pain and nothing.

Lonely I, in the darkness,
Lonely I, with my tears,
Lonely I, sorrow and hate,
Lonely I, is this my fate?

M

Maria Mena - Miss You Love

I've run out of complicated theories
So now I'm taking back my words
and I'm preparing for the breakdown
Your t-shirt's lost its smell of you
And the bathroom's still a mess
Remind me why we decided this was for the best


Because I miss you love

I miss you love
I miss you love
I miss you

Love..


I know the distance is a factor
But I stretch as often as I can
My goal's to reach your hands any day now
Please don't blame me for trying
To fix this one last time
I have a hard time as it is


Because I miss you love

I miss you love
I miss you love
I miss you love


Don't act like you don't know me
It's still me I never changed
I'll be here when you come back


And I miss you love

I miss you love
I miss you love
I miss you love
I miss you love
I miss you love
I miss you love
I miss you

love..
 

Taylor Dayne - Tell It To My Heart

I feel the night explode when we're together.
Emotion overload in the heat of pleasure.
Take me I'm yours into your arms.
Never let me go.
Tonight I really need to know.


Tell it to my heart.
Tell me I'm the only one.
Is this really love or just a game?
Tell it to my heart.
I can feel my body rock every time you call my name.


The passion's so complete. It's neverending.
As long as I receive, the message you're sending.
Body to body, soul to soul
Always feel you near.
So say the words I long to hear.


Tell it to my heart.
Tell me I'm the only one.
Is this really love or just a game?
Tell it to my heart.
I can feel my body rock every time you call my name.


Love, love on the run, breaking us down,
Though we keep holding one.
I don't want to lose, no I can't let you go.


Tell it to my heart.
Tell me I'm the only one.
Is this really love or just a game?
Tell it to my heart.
I can feel my body rock every time you call my name.


Tell it to my heart. Tell me from the start. Tell it to my heart.
Tell it to my heart. Tell me from the start. Tell it to my heart.
Never make it stop. Oh, take it to the heart.


Tell it to my heart...

(til fade)

My heart

My heart is very active lately and I don't know why, would it be because I can't give love to my true love anymore, would it be because I am nervous if I get better in the future or not
I'll see my brother again today, in a place where he is locked like an animal with bad people around him, would I be nervous because I can't tell him that we miss him at home and that it is a bad thing that he is there but now am on my way to the doctor to talk about further treatments
I wish it was more easy but it is the way it is, I'm so sick of life that I don't care if it ends or not
But the more sick and tired I get, why does my heart keep beating more and more and gives a feeling like I'm in love?
I just have a heart that wants to love someone but can't give it

A strange heart

M

Love you like I do

Nobody says the things the way I do
He can say he loves you, not like I do
He can say he needs you, I need you more
He says he wants you, I want you more than anyone
He says he cares for you, I care more for you than anyone else
He says you are beautiful, not the same as I do
Nobody makes you smile like I do
Nobody treats you better than I do
Nobody feels the same for you as I do
Nobody wants you more than I do
Nobody thinks the same about you as I do
Nobody cares for you like I do
Nobody makes you feel so beautiful like I do
Nobody trusts more in you than I do
Nobody knows you better than I do
And most important...

Nobody loves you like I do

M

Alone?

What is alone since I met you?

Before I met you I never felt a real connection with a girl, but when we first met I knew I wanted to have you and my heart was already starting to feel things when you said you loved me, you made me feel my heart warm always and having a little extra heart inside, your heart
With every day I felt you more and more in my mind and heart, make my mind full of wonderful thoughts and my heart full of special feelings
With every day passing the feeling became stronger and stronger and I was more happy every day, I can even say was the happiest time of my life
But than problems started to occur and we couldn't stay together
Now I need to miss you every day and it is extra hard, I can't change the feeling my heart tell me
So with all the pain inside we had to go apart and needed to let go
Now you said goodbye and let me
I don't feel your heart in mine anymore but I know it's still there hidden inside...

I think I'll never be alone again

I Lost You

When I lost you a few weeks ago I already saw it coming
The pain you had inside, the times you cried, I couldn't stop it or make you feel better
We both knew this was for the best because we couldn't live this way missing each other
But now we aren't together anymore doesn't mean I don't feel the pain anymore
I cried so much for you, more than you probably can imagine, i can honestly say this was the first time I had pain inside for the fact that I lost a person very dear to me
I hope this was for the best, I hope you don't regret it and that time will heal your wounds
I can't find nobody else that is so good for me as you were, I simply can't
When the heart tells that you found the right person than there is nobody else you want to be close to
I don't want to kiss anyone, I don't want to make love with any person besides you, if I didn't feel this way than I didn't had anymore pain inside
I won't stop you from doing what you want, with who you want or what happens after, I just hope you will be happy later in life and that you find what you are searching in this life, I hope our ways will cross again but I am afraid they won't
I truely hope you will be happy in the future

I Love You..

I Miss You Every Night

Are You Lonesome Tonight?
Do you miss me tonight?
Are you sorry we drifted apart?
Does your memory stray
To a bright summer day
When I kissed you and called you sweetheart?
Do the chairs in your parlor seem empty and bare?
Do you gaze at your doorstep
And picture me there?
Is your heart filled with pain,
Shall I come back again?

Tell me, dear, Are You Lonesome Tonight?

I wonder if youre lonesome tonight

You know someone said that the world's a stage
And we each must play a part.
Fate had me playing in love with you as my sweet heart.
Act one was when we met, I loved you at first glance
You read your lines so cleverly and never missed a cue
Then came act 2, you seemed to change, you acted strange

And why Ive never known.

Honey, you lied when you said you loved me
And I had no cause to doubt you.
But I'd rather go on hearing your lies
Than to go on living without you.
Now the stage is bare and I'm standing there
With emptiness all around
And if you won't come back to me
Then they can bring the curtain down.

Is your heart filled with pain?
Shall I come back again?

Tell me, dear, Are You Lonesome Tonight?
 
 

Poem #1

You were a dream...


A dream that filled my thoughts

and my loneliest nights.



You were the dream I held on to,

the dream my heart longed to one day have.



You were the dream that made me smile...

an escape from my reality,

a fantasy I longed to one day come true.



Once only my dream, my escape, my fantasy,

came true the day when I first saw you.



My dream that used to be

is now my reality.



A fantasy waiting for its happy ending

is now a fairytale come true.



Once my only escape...

is now the comfort that I live for.



Together we have been through the heartaches...

the pain of walking away or being left behind.



Every new road we had to take

because of the choices we had to make,

only paved the road

that brought us closer to one another.



Life may not be easy,

with all the burdens and drama

that life hands to us,

but when you find someone

to share your life with,

no drama is hard to handle...

no burden is hard to bare.



When you have someone...

the one that you've dreamed of...

then your life becomes the escape you both take

to get away from the reality that surrounds.



I know because...

I found the love...

my lifetime partner

my soul mate

in YOU!

Lenny Kravitz - I'll Be Waiting

He broke your heart
He took your soul
You're hurt inside
Because there's a hole
You need some time
To be alone
Then you will find
What you always know


I'm the one who really loves you baby
I've been knocking at your door


As long as I'm living, I'll be waiting
As long as I'm breathing, I'll be there
Whenever you call me, I'll be waiting
Whenever you need me, I'll be there


I've seen you cry
Into the night
I feel your pain
Can I make it right
I realized there's no end inside
Yet still I'll wait
For you to see the light


I'm the one who really loves you baby
I can't take it anymore


As long as I'm living, I'll be waiting
As long as I'm breathing, I'll be there
Whenever you call me, I'll be waiting
Whenever you need me, I'll be there


You are my only I've ever known
That makes me feel this way
Couldn't on my own
I want to be with you until we're old


You have the love you need right in front of you
Please come home


As long as I'm living, I'll be waiting
As long as I'm breathing, I'll be there
Whenever you call me, I'll be waiting
Whenever you need me, I'll be there

Listen to this when you are mad!!!

Triax - Set Me Free


What's it gonna be?!

Kill me now or set me free!

- This is the life we chose, the life we lead

And there is only one guarantee: none of us will see Heaven

- You can't fucking ignore me!



Set me free



What's it gonna be?!



This is the life we chose, the life we lead

And there is only one guarantee: none of us will see Heaven

Trying to forget, we're falling right through

Lying to forget, we're raising our truth



None of us will see Heaven



(I took a decision)



Either kill me or set me free



What's it gonna be?!

Kill me now or set me free!

You can't fucking ignore me!



What's it gonna be?!

Kill me now or set me free!

This is the life we chose, the life we lead

And there is only one guarantee: none of us will see Heaven

- You can't fucking ignore me!



Set me free



Either kill me or set me free



What's it gonna be?!

Kill me now or set me free!



You can't fucking ignore me!

Blog

Dear Followers/Readers

This blog is made by me to tell you some things about my wonderful life
I'm going to talk about things that happened to me in my life, things that were good and things that were bad
I am going to spend some time with blogging things that happen with me at this moment because I am very sick and I am going to blog when I made progress in getting better or when I am getting weaker and weaker
I will make some photos once in a while about how I look and how I am changing from sick to more sick or to healing more and more
I will show some songs I like, will post some poems for a girl I love and am going to write my life's story in parts, they start from around 1.5 years ago and is ending in when I start writing in ''The Future''
I too will post some links to beautiful love songs, too songs when you are angry or songs just for some dumb fun

Thanks for reading my Blog :)

Maria Men - Just Hold Me

Sarah Connor - Living To Love You

All we had was just one summer
two lovers stroling in the park
But like they say the world keeps turning
as the leaves were falling we should fall apart

Now I'm waiting for the winter, na na na
To build my castle out of ice
And deep inside this massive building
There's a crystal lake of all the tears I cried

Baby for all my life
don't you know that it's true
I'm living to love you
So baby don't think twice
If you feel what I feel
Trust your heart and do what I do,
'cause I'm living to love you
hmmmm I'm living to love you

When you're gone it's not forever
'cause you`re remaining in my heart
So tell me why I feel this aching
Every time I think of you when we're apart

Baby for all my life
don't you know that it's true
I'm living to love you
So baby don't think twice
If you feel what I feel
Trust your heart do what I do,
I'm living to love you ohhh yes

I admit that from time to time
I'm feeling insecure and think I'm gonna lose my mind
Don't let it show, no
oh no, no, no, no, no hmm
I don't think I'll ever understand
That our loving should never have a happy end
So I'm really gonna try my best to let you know
To let you know

Baby for all my life
don't you know that it's true
I'm living to love you
So baby don't think twice
If you feel what I feel
Trust your heart and do what I do

When the final day comes
I know the angels,
they will see my smile
And if they wanna know the reason
I will tell them why

Baby for all my life
hoooo yes I'm living to love you