Today

It's been a long time since I've written here, I've started a new life, started and quit a study and I've found myself a new Girlfriend, we're already together for 7 months and I hope we never quit being together, being with her makes me happy, makes me smile every time and because some things in life  you can't go through another time, and I won't go through it another time

In this moment things are quite rough, there's a lot of tension, a lot of stress, expectations and many, many more things, but I can deal with it, for nowWhen you are afraid of what may happen next, what may happen in a few weeks up to a couple of months, than maybe this isn't what you are looking for.

Bút if you are willing to fight, to see pass mistakes and imperfections, to see through the curtains of schadow that surrounds someones inner soul, and you see where you are made of, the tin air that you never show someone, reveal it to the one you love and all you will know is happiness

This is just for one person what I will write next, if you're not that person, don't read it:

 Lieve Simone, we hebben nu al 7 maanden iets en ik ben hartstikke gek op je en hou heel veel van je, waarom ben je toch zo bang dat ik verliefd op iemand anders ben en waarom maken we er zoveel ruzie om iets wat er niet is, ik mis jou ook, wanneer ik moet werken of wanneer ik zoals nu alleen thuiszit om te zien en te realiseren wat hier niet is, ik hou van je.

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